I am currently listening to the recording of the last time I played with my friends A and J at EMS using the Roli and Crackle Synth. It was a sunny day, and we placed a coffee table with a window pattern on the lawn. The purple track and the flesh-colored track were really lazy! Everyone thought Crackle was fun, but we kept getting shocked by it. Shit, we forgot to wash our hands after playing. It was both serious and funny, and sometimes quite boring, but also quite solemn.
I had a great time playing with Xuanni, but I don't remember what we played without the recording. I just remember that I played the drums, Xuanni played the piano, and after we finished, she said it was the Lunar New Year... Hahaha, it was a lively scene. Then she played with my Digitakt for a while, and also played with the studio's Roland drum machine. I hummed a few times too.
During the recording session with Zhenghao for a new emerging label, we witnessed a plant suddenly stretching out. Damn, it was crazy. And afterwards, hm. 😮💨. I don't want to be too obvious, but what can I say to someone who obviously doesn't let go of themselves?
The above was written a few days ago, I don't remember when exactly, and I didn't send it. Today, I will continue writing about today's mood. I rearranged the things in the studio, dividing the space into two parts, and the area near the window was like a courtyard surrounded by furniture. Suddenly, they all seemed to have found their original places, very comfortable.
When I woke up today, my mood was like sweeping the floor in a classroom filled with sunlight and mist. So I stayed in bed, dozing off. I chatted with my childhood friend for a while and realized that we have known each other for ten years. Today, I can truly tell her many unimportant details of my inner thoughts. After hanging up, I glanced outside, such beautiful weather, let's go for a walk. But I already opened a bottle of beer I bought last night, so I'll just enjoy it. Ah, so lazy. Well, let's skip it today.
I think my recent state of mind must be quite chaotic. There is both a humble avoidance and an arrogant control freak attitude. Admitting, accepting, resisting, rejecting, but all these emotions make me feel excited, a feeling of transformation! Although it appears in a way like, I'm going crazy!
Suddenly, I remembered the cute friend of Katz I met last time, I wonder if he went back to Poland, I want to hang out with him. I just want to be familiar enough with him to pinch his face. (I no longer want to play with people just because they are good or have many advantages. My first thirty years were a bit too abnormal, it was like a self-pua history). I probably completely realized this and my own stupidity, that's why I've been so excited recently.